I went to NY this past weekend to see the Christmas spirit that only NY holds. It was amazing, hustle and bustle, massive tree, light show at Sac's, window displays. It was magical.
Last night I worked until 11 which made yesterday a 14 hour work day. It is too much, I realize. I have basically shut down emotionally. I don't have any desire to connect with people, I don't want to be social, I don't want to ask questions, I just want to be alone and do nothing and read and watch a movie and not have to tell anyone about my day or how I am feeling or what I am thinking. There is one person who I don't mind talking too, but that is another story for another day. What I'm saying is that I am done, good for nothing, emotionally detached. BOO! I guess I will sleep in 2007!
Last night I worked until 11 which made yesterday a 14 hour work day. It is too much, I realize. I have basically shut down emotionally. I don't have any desire to connect with people, I don't want to be social, I don't want to ask questions, I just want to be alone and do nothing and read and watch a movie and not have to tell anyone about my day or how I am feeling or what I am thinking. There is one person who I don't mind talking too, but that is another story for another day. What I'm saying is that I am done, good for nothing, emotionally detached. BOO! I guess I will sleep in 2007!


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